LAZINESS

i am so lazy these days.... keep sleeping n sleeping n sleeping... feel so useless... i am sure lots of ppl have stop reding my blog due to my inconsistent to blog.... sometimes i really dont feel like blogging and than sometimes i really like bloging.... i am so weird lol.... i am so bored n tired in melbourne d.... i think i really need to do something for myself.... havent really think about my future yet... i think i sould really get prepared for my future d.... i am talking a lot of crap here.... i also not sure why but i think i am just releasing myself in this blog post..... i have so many thing that i wanna do in my life but it seems impossible cause of some obstacles.... i really hope that i will be able to meet people that can show me the adventurous way of life that i wish to lead.... cause i am such a lazy fellow.... so i hope i can find a friend who can truly lead us to this adventures.... what i mean by adventures is to do some crazy stuff.... something to do with nature... not disgusting stuff though.... i wonder how far my leg can take me... due to operation of my leg..... i ahve been having some problem with my leg now... sometimes it hurts like fuck... sometimes it is just normal... i so wish my leg can be as normal as last time when i was in KTJ..... i really wanna do something useful towards this society though.... i think of picking uo some vonlunteer job such as helping old people and all.... but i only noe how to say but lazy to do....rescue a person from such a deep deep place seems hard.... i hope this will be my last emoing post.... anyway... what i actually meant in this post is.... I FUCKING WANNA GO FOR SOME ADVENTURES AND ALSO WANNA FUCKING HELP THE COMMUNITIES AROUND THE WORLD..... means social worker... i wanna work as a social worker la...... when the fuck can i try this out..... fuck fuck fuckm the life man.... feel so fucking bored......