LAZINESS

i am so lazy these days.... keep sleeping n sleeping n sleeping... feel so useless... i am sure lots of ppl have stop reding my blog due to my inconsistent to blog.... sometimes i really dont feel like blogging and than sometimes i really like bloging.... i am so weird lol.... i am so bored n tired in melbourne d.... i think i really need to do something for myself.... havent really think about my future yet... i think i sould really get prepared for my future d.... i am talking a lot of crap here.... i also not sure why but i think i am just releasing myself in this blog post..... i have so many thing that i wanna do in my life but it seems impossible cause of some obstacles.... i really hope that i will be able to meet people that can show me the adventurous way of life that i wish to lead.... cause i am such a lazy fellow.... so i hope i can find a friend who can truly lead us to this adventures.... what i mean by adventures is to do some crazy stuff.... something to do with nature... not disgusting stuff though.... i wonder how far my leg can take me... due to operation of my leg..... i ahve been having some problem with my leg now... sometimes it hurts like fuck... sometimes it is just normal... i so wish my leg can be as normal as last time when i was in KTJ..... i really wanna do something useful towards this society though.... i think of picking uo some vonlunteer job such as helping old people and all.... but i only noe how to say but lazy to do....rescue a person from such a deep deep place seems hard.... i hope this will be my last emoing post.... anyway... what i actually meant in this post is.... I FUCKING WANNA GO FOR SOME ADVENTURES AND ALSO WANNA FUCKING HELP THE COMMUNITIES AROUND THE WORLD..... means social worker... i wanna work as a social worker la...... when the fuck can i try this out..... fuck fuck fuckm the life man.... feel so fucking bored......

MY FAVOURITE JAPANESE BAND

MR.CHILDREN

i like this 1... u all should listen n watch the clip... is a nice clip....

LOVE, COMMITMENT, TRUST, FREEDOM N JEALOUSY

JEALOUSY is something that can lead us to destruction....
JEALOUSY is not something that human can control.....
JEALOUSY should not be in the part of LOVE....
JEALOUSY is something that we must take it lightly in the part of LOVE....
JEALOUSY is not easily understandable....
JEALOUSY is not to be understimate
JEALOUSY

COMMITMENT is something that we must commit when we have to....
COMMITMENT is a must in the part of LOVE....
COMMITMENT is to be able to do something for ur love 1 without hesitating much....
COMMITMENT is to commit ur life for ur soulmate.....
COMMITMENT is something you follow ur heart with....
COMMITMENT

TRUST is to trust ur love 1....
TRUST is something that we must have in LOVE...
TRUST is for each other....
TRUST is something that we do not breach easily....
TRUST plays a big part in our LOVE LIFE.....
TRUST is to trust urself that you can do it....
TRUST

LOVE is to learn to love yourself before you know how to love someone else....
LOVE is love the person you love till the end of your life....
LOVE is to understand ur soulmate better than yourself......
LOVE is not something that can easily said than been done..
LOVE is something that mustn't be understimate...
LOVE is to LOVE URSELF as much as u love ur SOULMATE....
LOVE????

PATIENCE is a virtue....
PATIENCE can lead us to something good....
PATIENCE in LOVE is a really big task in life....
PATIENCE is something that we must use it in our daily life....
PATIENCE will help us 1 day....
PATIENCE is LOVE.....
PATIENCE

FREEDOM are for each other.....
FREEDOM in LOVE is a must.....
FREEDOM is LIFE.....
FREEDOM means a lot in LOVE LIFE.....
FREEDOM is something u must give to each other......
FREEDOM is a must in life because we human aren't someone's pet......
FREEDOM

NEW NEW NEW....

my new guitar

the symbol is just to cool man... i just like it so much...

do u think is nais

this is the carrera 4S

and this is the normal 1... which is the best....

and this is obviously 1 of my dream car.... a carrera S cabriolet

i start learning guitar already man.... thats so cool.... for the past 7 years i have been trying to learn and this time i have to be serious.... is all because of my friends around me especially JAMES N IMRAN.... they teach me stuff and encourage me... anyway I bought a new guitar and is very NAIS.... I LIKE.... haha... and 1 more thing we just find out CN has a porsche 911 in da house... thats so cool..... i need to find out which 911 she has.... i think she has the carrera the normal 1 though... thats just so cool.... damn it.... we need to get car man all the guys out there....

IT WAS SUCH A NICE WEEKEND

Sorry for not bloging for such a long time... i will try my best to blog... due to the laziness i have i am so not use to bloging...
But it was FUN bloging....

This pass few days was such a crazy day for me....
First it was on thursday where i had to celebrate birthday's for my cute and kind hearted friend maggie... it was nice celebrating at KBOX and it was my first time there.... IMRAN, KEVIN, C HAK, HENNY, JAC, and also my driver who drove me there(AQILAH)... haha... AQILAH drove us there and it was also my first time seating a car in AUZZIE... AQILAH SUX at driving though..... anyway we had lots of fun singing and drinking a bit.... haha... there is some pictures for the nite....

Than the next day was bro ROLLIN birthday and it was suppose to be the goth theme day too so we all are told to wear gothicly so i wore all black(not sure is izzit gothic).... guess where we go.... Bro JAMES took us to the beach at sandringham... it was freaking far but me and kalus got there eventually... haha...the girls(LAS) and FLY left both of us alone in flinders... they are so bad, they went first from melbourne central.... but nevermind because i am a very NAIS person.... LOL... anyway after that we gather at the sandringham station with all the girls and waited for bro james... he was so late due to his class.. i dont blame u.... while waiting for bro james ME and KALUS were taken by the girls to do make ups so that we can look more gothic....In the end I had both eyes colour with black colour using the eye liner.... i feel so gay after that... cause i looooook so like a girl from the mirror.... after the make up and the arrival of bro JAMES and DIYA.... we went to the beach and start the day in the beach but too BAD ROLLIN was late... haha.... In the end we took lots of picture without rollin in it except during dinner where we took lots of picture with the birthday boy.... after the dinner we went to the beach again n started singing and all cause CN and JAMES brought their guitar along.... OMG... and guess what ME N JAMES PEE TOGETHER GETHER AT the territory and follow by the LYNN N CN... haha... i cant imagine how the hell they pee though.... ooops i am thinking sideway d... stop and thats it.... so after the the pictures and all the singing at the beach we left and went to LAVISH to celebrate another friend party.... thats rite is RICKY.... crazy man.... he eventually book down the whole first floor with few of his birthday mate... i heard that he open 20 over bottles.... thats the way man... so we start bumping in Rollin cool car and drove all the way to lavish... we all were there for like 2 hours or so.... it was so pack that i dint have any mood to talk to any1 i dont noe.... so after all the crazy thing in the club i see.... i totally was like stun... anyway after clubbing we all went back to our home sweet home n sleep... waiting for the next day to start....

It is than Saturday... and it was another crazy day.... haha... i woke up at 11 something with Bro JAMES and we went to SAFEWAY and bought all the ingredients for the breakfast i suppose but it turn out to be our tea... haha... it was nice learning making french toast with james... and also the bacon with bamboo skewers... haha... u noe whywe had tea and not breakfast... is all because of the LAS again... OMG... they are late lol... they are either early or late 1 ah... why.... cant they be punctual.... hmmm.... shit musn't fight with the LAS if not i will die.... haha... but it was nice to be the dipper for ANGEL and JAMES... they look like chef in the kitchen man... so after the tea.... we start our movie but guess what.... we dint finish it cause VICTOR call us for dinner.... so we went to VICTOR's dinner at chilipadi and i had duck laksa... it was nice man... must go again ya.... after that we go to the chocolate MB.... haha.... all the gals are crazy cause they all wanted the MB waffle so much... expecially FLY.... she totally lost control for awhile after her chocolaty stuff... it was nice meeting VAN N NAT again after so long....so after the MB we went back to JAMES place and they started having guitar's lesson FOR ANGEL n CN..... so i also start to make them drink... OUR FAV... THE LEMON LIME BITTER.... haha... they say it was nice.... thanx ppl.... and in the end we started partying n dancing with the DJ DIYA... haha... FLY start to get high because she miss her BF so much.... and than LYNN N CN start joining in... aih... ANGEL is still practising her guitar's skill.... LOL... in the end of the day i start playing around with CN guitar's... i dont noe why i am so concentariting also.... LOL... so after every1 left i also left to COLLEGE SQUARE to meet my another bro ehich is IMRAN and also the indian NAVIN and also the KENTUCKY MAN..... and everything below is the picture i spent with all the BROTHERS and GIRLS.....


ME AND ANGEL ASH

ME N BUSUK CN

ME N CRAZY LYNN

KALUS FLY N ME

whoa sexy time

ME N FLY

ME N TWEEZER WITH A VERY SEXY SMILE


OMGOSH

ME N DD

they look so nice in this picture because i took it

JUMP JUMP..... show me the panties.... ooops.....

EMO SIAL JAMES N DD

THE BABY IS SMILING.....HAHA

this is the birthday girl MAGGIE and Ricky which i usually call him Chong Hak..... trying to act like a star

ME, IMRAN and AQILAH before the celebration

IMRAN N LALA

They are trying very hard to sing

ME n LALA... do u think i look nice on this picture=) too bad LALA is there... aih....

I HAD A GREAT NIGHT IN UC

and this is the headlight of the day.... the spiderman kisses.... too bad we cant be the spidey james....=(

this is CN n james

this is asrehole... haha.. jkjk... this is angel ashley

this is crazy fanatic twizzle girl carolyn

and obviously this is me n lyn.... i only take photo with her... so sad=( wanna take more la... haha


It was fun hanging with james, carolyn, isaac, lynn, ashley, see ann(LAS)..... we all had so much fun talking all the embarassing moment that we had before.... still james, all those they had wont be able to beat us... the KTJ moment... haha... enough of it la... now in melbourne so enjoy the life we are having rite now... spent time with all the new friends and get to know them more.... thats the purpose of coming to aussie... guess what... i only had a shot of sambuca and i was already half dead... i am so wussy man... but what to do.... its actually a pretty good thing... save lots of money on alchohol... haha.... thanks a lot girls and my gay partner brother james... haha... jkjk.... thanks for inviting me to 1 the most emo party i have ever been.... haha... it was fun though.... and UC is a pretty hard place to find... i almost walk into the forest n got lost... but lucky i am a smart ass guy... haha... see u all soon... happy happy always....